Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Easter Vigil 2014


                                                                EasterVigil Year A 2014
Father Adam Trambley
April 20, 2014 St.John’s Sharon

We gather tonight
Because liturgically living together
Into the great mystery of faith
            Lets us experience something significant
            That we would otherwise see slip
                        Through the spaces of our
                        Struggling human understanding.

An Easter sermon itself is really not enough.
            The intellectual engagement
                        of the doctrine of the resurrection
                        amid the great theological questions of salvation
            takes us only so far.
Neither is the Easter morning parade adequate. 
            Bunnies and chicks and eggs and chocolate,
                        As well as stately ladies in dashing hats,
            All speak of spring’s steady turning aside
                        Cold winter’s death
            And even of the seed that falls in the ground and bears much fruit.
But human reason cannot wrap itself around
            sin’s absurd rejection of its loving creator
and the spring equinox’s fecundity has no power
            over the God-forsaken grave
                        held fast by the fingers
of hell’s harsh hand.  

So this night,
            We gather to seek something else.
We seek to experience personally
            Some sense
                        Of the startling reality
                        That shook sleepy women awake
            And made them run to tell their brothers.
We seek to experience personally
            Just a bit
                        Of the disciples’ joyful befuddlement
                        As the tomb lay empty
                                    And angels announced
That Jesus was not there.
We seek to experience personally
            A profound encounter
                        With our Risen Lord Jesus Christ
                        Who came to his disciples on the road
                        And in the upper room
                        And in Galilee,
            So that we can be freed from our fears
                        And follow where he will lead.
We gather this night
            Hoping,
            Praying,
            Daring almost to believe
                        That if we acknowledge our own tombs;
                        If we allow ourselves to approach
                                    The stone rolled over the entrances
Of our hearts and lives,
That we will see Jesus harrow our hells
                        And raise us up
To life eternal with him.

We did not start this journey this night,
            But all week have walked
            The way of dying with Christ
                        So that we might also live with him.
Really, nothing less than our entire lives
            Are about this work,
But during Holy Week
            We cycle through it again,
            Allowing
                        The Hosannas to linger on our lips,
                        The water to wash over our ankles,
                        The “Crucify Him”s to catch in our throat
                                                One more time
In preparation
For the light of Christ
                                    To blaze brilliantly forth from the tomb
                        For the waters of baptism
                                    To sweep away our sins
                        For the Alleluias
                                    To announce the joy of the resurrection
                                                Renewing the whole world.

Many of us have lived at least part
            Of this liturgical life this week.

Let’s review.

On Palm Sunday we waved our branches
            And enthroned Jesus as King,
            Eager for Jesus to be in charge,
                        But on our terms.
Our shouts of Hosanna
            Promoted the short-term,
                        Quick fix
                        Where we win,
            Since we’re on Jesus’ side, of course.
But Caiaphas cut short the coronation,
            And he encouraged the crowd’s
                        “Crucify him”
We shouted along,
            Uncomfortable and unwilling
            while all too aware
            that our deeds often agreed
                        with the cruel curse on our lips.
Our hearts want to love,
            But the people’s part in the passion play exposes
            The ways we really do push towards death,
                        Both Jesus’ and our own.
Yet by lifting up those ill-begotten urges,
            Jesus can remove them when he dies a bit later--
When we are left
Listening and lingering before the cross
                        Standing empty, alone, and waiting.

Maundy Thursday makes meaningful to us
            Our inability to be saved by ourselves.
Our feet are washed.
            A religious leader pouring warm water
                        Over our heels and between our toes.
            Rubbing away dirt, lint
                        And whatever has found its way between our piggies.
A not unpleasant sensation,
            But personal.
            Reminding us we can’t come to church
                        And keep a comfortable distance
            But have to really live with each other,
                        Sharing our dirty feet,
                        Showing our oddly-sized toes
                        And not expecting help with our hands or head
                                    Just because we want the full spa treatment.
Then we receive the Body and Blood of Christ,
            And become incorporated into it,
Accepting a sacrifice about to be made for us
            For the forgiveness of our sins.
Somehow staying secure on a deadly Passover
            When all the firstborn sons are slain
                        Of both the Egyptians
                        And of God
            So that we might be brought through the Red Sea waters
To the newness of life.
To munch on our Maundy Thursday meal,
            Mindful of the massacre around us,
            And our own utter unworthiness
                        To feed on these gifts of God with thanksgiving.
So much cries to stop it,
            Yet we can only
Carry out Christ’s command
                        To love one another as he has loved us,
                        Even to the end.

Then Good Friday opens and exposes us.
The hunger in our stomachs echoes
            The aches we hear in the solemn collects
            Detailing the long litany
            Of places our broken world longs
                        To be made whole.
The emptiness and absurdity of the crucifixion
            Calls forth the full outpouring of our hearts
            For healing in all the exposed wounds
                        Of a hurting humanity.
Then we have to hold that hurt,
            As the cross is held out to us,
            The instrument of Jesus death
            The stark, silent answer
                        To whatever prayers we utter.
But we are drawn, nonetheless
            To this artifact of such a wondrous love,
            Even while we are still reluctant
                        To surrender to a cross
                        That offers only the most difficult
                                    Of all answers.
We would rather approach a throne
            Whose seat of power was power,
But we come to a cross
            That is an absurdity and a stumbling-block,
            Whose power is weakness.

So, at the end of this week,
            Tonight we gather.
Tonight we gather,
stripped bare of all that makes sense
            to the world’s standards.
Tonight we gather,
            Draped in the darkness and numbness
                        Of the cold tomb around us.
Tonight we gather
            Eager for something
            Beyond what we can expect or understand.
Tonight we gather
            To keep vigil until the great victory of Easter.

That great Easter victory has come for us this night,
            Alleluias
            Illuminating us with the brilliant radiance
                        Of the Son of God     
            Focused through the dazzling prism
                        Of this Great Vigil
            So we can see
                        The entire awe-inspiring spectrum of salvation
                        Won through the resurrection of Jesus Christ!

Starting in darkness,
            The sun having set
            And the savior stuck in a tomb,
A flickering flame kindled,
The fire is passed
            From person to person
            Until the room is awash with light
            And the deacon intones the Exultet.
We hear:
Christ’s light delivers us from sin’s dark gloom.
Christ’s strength shattered every bond and chain
            Death and hell shackled him with,
            And he will break all our shackles, too
Christ comes with cash,
            Paying off the enemy who holds us hostage
            Until our debts are paid.
Christ takes the wickedness walloping us
            And womps it with his righteous wrath
            Until it flies far from us.
Christ comes compassionately into our hearts
            And carefully cleans away
            All the evils we have seen and done
            Resetting our souls to stay secure
                        In innocence, joy, peace and concord.
Christ creates the reconciling bridge
            Crossing the chasm of sin
            And enabling clear communication
            And constant communion
            Between the creatures of God on earth
                        And their heavenly Father.
Christ the light,
            burning as a candle for us to see and understand
            but also burning forever in the life of all creation.

 Then the lessons lead us
            To other understandings
            Of the unexpected and unbounded
                        Power of God.
Chaos.  Darkness.  Nothingness.
            Then God speaks the Word
                        And light, land, sea,
                        Fish, cattle, creepy-crawly things,
                        Men and women
                                    In the image and likeness of God
            All come to be created
                        Through Christ the eternal Word.
Later, rains cover the earth.
            Noah is held fast in the ark
                        As winds and waves
                        Send his mobile menagerie
                                    Soaring high up on crests and
                                    Diving down deep in troughs
                                    Thousands of years
before the discovery of Dramamine,
            Until the ark grounds itself on the rock of Christ
                        And the waters recede
                        And that elephant-sized door is finally opened.
            The light of Christ arcs across the sky
                        In the covenant of the rainbow.
 Then tonight we see the Red Sea through the eyes of children.
            The waters ahead of us.
            Pharaoh’s army behind us.
            Death surrounding us.
            Until God once again parts the waters,
                        And we walk through
                        this valley of the shadow of death
            Without even getting our shoes muddy. 
            A new life won from certain death
                        And a prefiguring of Jesus’ resurrection.

Then, after baptizing our brother
            Into this amazing heritage
            Of life and light,
The moment of our great Alleluia finally arrives.
We walk with the women to the tomb,
            Looking for Jesus.
Amid earthquakes and stunned soldiers,
we see angels telling us
                        Do not be afraid. 
                        He is not here.
                        Come see where he lay.
                        Then go quickly and tell his disciples
Where they can see him.
On the road home,
            We see Jesus
            Alive!
            We want to worship,
            But he has other ideas.
            “Go and tell my brothers
                        Where they can see me”.

Go tell your brothers and sisters
            Where they can see Jesus.
That’s what it’s all about.
Everything else this entire week
            Is our preparation
            To go and tell others
                        Where they can find Jesus.
Because they don’t know.

Trapped in fear,
            They are too frantic to find him.
Trapped in pain,
            They are too preoccupied to seek him.
Trapped in despair and darkness and death,
            They have barred the doors
                        And believe no one can
                        Cross the threshold.

But we know better.
We know
            That the Word made flesh
            Is familiar with all our infirmities
            And that the one who made us
                        In his own image
            Is always available to all
                        Incorporated into his own body.

We know
            That the Morning Star that knows no setting,
            The Light of the World,
            Penetrates even the deepest darkness
                        Of human despair, grief, sin or suffering
            With the first light of creation
                        And the light of early dawn
                                    On the first day of the week.

We know
            That even death and the grave
            Is not unknown
            To the Son of God
            Who suffered on a cross
                        Descended to the depths of hell
            And brings forth everyone
                        Willing to leave their grave clothes behind.

We know that our Risen Lord Jesus Christ
            Is willing and able to go
            To all these places.
But our brothers and sisters don’t know.
So we need to take
            What we have experienced this night,
            And share it.
We need find our friends
            Who believe they can’t or won’t
                        See any trace of Christ or his love,
            And we need to dive after them
into the depths of their darkness
            And show them where they can see Jesus.
That’s the point of the liturgy this night.
That’s the message of the angel this night.
That’s the commission of Jesus this night.

We’ve experienced the resurrection this week.
            Now we run to share it with others.

Alleluia! Christ is Risen! The Lord is risen indeed. Alleluia!

Go and tell your brothers and sisters
            Where they can see Jesus.

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